Showing posts with label change. Show all posts
Showing posts with label change. Show all posts

Friday, April 4, 2008

Changing the World...

"I am so afraid that I will live a life of nothing,
when every night I dream about changing the world."

This happens to be one of my biggest fears.  I've been dreaming big since I was a child, not because I had too much love and support of my parents, but because I wanted to change things about the world.  The older I get the more I realized how much I wanted to impact the world, my goals became more realistic.  Don't get me wrong, I still want to change the world, in my own way.  Through the arts, i guess.  Even through this blog...even though no one really reads it, it's out there, influencing the internet world...in a sense.  The best way to start moving the world is by silly little things...get your thoughts and opinions out there, because they're important.  start here, on blogger, and maybe it'll take you farther.  Don't forget to put your full effort forward, don't be afraid to fail and don't be afraid to believe in yourself.  There's no shame in that.  You will always be your biggest fan.


i thought i would add this short little video, because it's fun and entertaining and sort of pertains to what I was talking about earlier...Pinky and the Brain never give up! Every night, no matter how many times they've failed before, they try to take over the world!



Sunday, February 17, 2008

Eager for change

"I want a 'mistake child' with my boyfriend, so we can start a family."


wow.  this surprised me.  we all have hopes and expectations in life and for some people, being a parent is essential and fulfilling.  it makes me a little sad, but i don't know if I want kids...well, i know i don't want them now, that's for sure.  the whole child-birthing process doesn't really seem appealing to me.  there are so many dreams that i have for myself.  i'm in a very "selfish self-discovering" part of my life right now...how could i possibly know what to do with a child? i haven't even figured out things for myself yet.

but...some people are made to be mothers and fathers.
seriously...
it's like you can see it in them
before they even have a kid.


if you really want a kid...

work at a daycare center.

i worked at one for like 3 months...
and if i even have children,
i'll be thirty.