"I wish I could binge, purge, starve, cut myself...
but I'm too afraid to go back to therapy.
I may be medicated,
I'm still broken."
I've been avoiding posting this one, because it makes me so sad. No matter how much you binge, purge, starve or cut yourself...it will never make you love yourself. What it does is gives you satisfaction for 10 minutes...I know therapy sucks...I've never been, but goodness...it can't be fun. There was this guy in my class and he did this blog about his struggle with depression. He was cutter and had huge anxiety attacks...reading his story might help. not only does he tell us about his depression...but his struggle through therapy and medication.
his story is down at the bottom...the blog consists of things that made him feel better in his darkest hour. the quotations and words might not hit you as hard as they did for him...but his blog is a map of his struggle and recovery. I hope this can help...in ANY way.
and for those of you who have never seen a doctor about depression...it's worth it!!! I went with one of my best friends the other day...to their regular doctor. The doctor had my friend fill out a survey, something that would help him determine how the depression was affecting his patient. After that, the doctor handed my friend some sample medication and told us to come back in 5 weeks. that's all it was. plain and simple. Hopefully this medication works...we'll see.
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